IT IS FINISHED....and I FEEL GREAT!!!

Sorry sisters, I had to do it....it was such a relief and I had you two to share it with.

The Last and Final.

Happy Sassy Sara

Burn Baby Burn

It's just getting started.

Let us Begin.....

Today is the Day!

Well.....Today is the day for what might you ask?

I have deleted every wedding picture from my computer. It was TIME! I am tired of going to find a nice picture to post and seeing 200 some wedding pictures looking at me. That was the old me.....now all I have to go is going to my parents and getting rid of the hard copies.....

This weekend I will be attending my first wedding.....and I am going to go with my chin up, a smile on my face.....and pray that God will be right on one side and Tom on the other....giving me all the encouragement and understanding I need....and I know they both will be because they have been.

The new me says good-bye to the past and welcomes the future with open arms. I am free as free can be....I am happy as happy can be.....I am blessed as blessed can be.

SO LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL...............Some of my most happiest times.....and there's much more to post.....Sending much Love.....

This is the fun/goofy Lia

This is the Sweet Lia

This is the look I got when she saw the last entry on my blog....

I believe it's the I am mad at you but I don't want to be so you get the sassy look.

So after a week of feeling semi bad about posting a peaceful picture of my darling sister sleeping on the plane ride to our family cruise. I thought I would take a minute to let her know, that I will miss her tons!!You're an awesome sister and I am so happy and proud that you have such a great opportunity to do this. Don't miss me too much....I'll miss picking on you.....although some brilliant person invented blogs and the internet....so....we may be far apart but not far enough to dish out the sisterly love.

I'm in Trouble Now!

And this is dedicated to my darling sister Lia.......LOL.....I bet your wishing you got more of this....

I've been Tagged....Oh NO!

So Katie tagged me.....So here it goes....

6 Things you may not know about me.....

1- I do a terrible job at lying.....which isn't a bad thing of course...

2- I love to investigate things....when I pass an accident on the road or someone is pulled over....I like to try and figure out how it happened, or why they are getting pulled over...I will go home and check the news to see what they say....

3- I hate mornings! You do not want to talk or pester me for the first hour....I set my alarm at 5am and never get up until after 6 and somehow I always make it to work on time......AMAZING. I figure that if I do that.....I will not be so edgy when I come to work.

4- I love to write......whenever I get a chance I will write. I bought a journal after Derek left and I have been writing in it ever since. It's helped me a lot....just to write things down....and then to look back and to see how far I have come....it just amazes me....

5- I am not good with Good-byes. I don't like them...

6- I refuse to leave anyones house angry/upset.. If I do...I usually come right back....or I don't sleep.

So there you go.....I am sure you knew some of these things.....

Now I am going to test putting a picture on here....We'll see how I do...but I will go ahead and post this one.

Have a great day....and just so you all know....Today is better!

What makes me Happy/Sad/Thankful

I've been asked to write a blog on what makes me happy.....What a time for this question because lately it seems I've been a little sad, especially yesterday! Yesterday I had yet another session of therapy. Oh and what a session it was.....it was a hard one. We talked about Lia's move to Africa, about family, about my upcoming what would have been anniversary, about Tom, about life in general. I found it to be a hard session because as you can see it's full of so many different emotions....by the time I left there I was in tears....tears of happiness, tears of sadness, tears of grief.....and then last night.......I just broke down.....I couldn't stop the tears from coming.....they were neverending....and even now I feel as if I could cry....It's almost ridiculous. At least I laugh at how retarded it is. But sometimes....you just have to let it out..even in midst of all the crying God was there holding me....comforting me, I had support of my fellow GEMS leaders, and I had Tom's listening ear.....God sure has blessed me, wouldn't you say?

If I could ask one thing from my fellow bloggers, it would be that you would pray for me the next month with all the upcoming craziness. I will be attending my first wedding since the split, I will be saying goodbye to yet another sister, and so much more.....

So here's my list of what makes me Happy/Sad/Thankful....

I am Sad because:

1. Lia and Scott and the kids are moving to Africa
2. That Amy and Tristan and Stella live so far away
3. That my so called anniversary is coming up....even though I would never take Derek back or want to go back to my old life....just a sad day.....
4. I'm sad that Sonny is sick
5. I'm sad that sometimes life just doesn't seem fair.

I am Happy/Thankful because:

1. I am dating again
2. I am doing things that I've never done before
3. That I am independant
4. I am thankful for my family
5. I am thankful for my job
6. I am thankful that God died on the cross and forgave every one of my sins.
7. I am thankful for all my friends

I am thankful for so many things.....the list could go on and on....but for now I must go.

Love you all!

What in the World do I write....

Today's lucky question.....

What do you want to know.....

It's ask Sassy Sara whatever you want....

I am having a hard time figuring out just what I want to write.....

So fellow bloggers.....ask me anything......today is your day.....

Everyone's Doing It

Everyone's Doing It is a common phrase we hear quite often.

Well that is what I am going to say today. Everyone's Doing it. Everyone's doing what, you say? Everyone is creating blogs these days. It's a good way to keep family and friends informed about what is going on in your life. Well as you can see I was pressured into creating my own blog. I mean practically all my sisters, including my mom have their own blogs. I was feeling a little left out. So what did I do? I went out, bought a new computer, went to my parents for the free wireless connection and hooked myself up with my very own blog. I finally feel included!

So what's going on in my life.......

I am working lots at Borisch Manufacturing as an Office Assistant. I will have been there 6 years on Monday. So pray that my annual review goes well next week. I enjoy my job. I am blessed!

I have my very own apartment and things are going well there. It gets lonely at times but for the most part it's nice to have my own place to just relax and figure things out.

Am I dating? Yes, but no details just yet. Taking it a day at a time and seeing where things go. I am happy and enjoying life and dating. It's a good feeling to have fun with someone else that makes you laugh, listens to you, and enjoys hanging out with you and doing some of the same things you like to do.

God has truly blessed me with a great support team of family and friends. I would not be where I am in life right now if it were not for them. They've been there when I needed a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen to, and a smile to get me through the day. I am ever so grateful for each and every one of them.

So with that being said.....I look forward to writing many more blog enteries, keeping you up to date on what's going on....with random thought and comments. I hope you enjoy.